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May 31

Went to church at St. Marks. Redesigned interior. A young priest that wears huge clown shoes. Realized the terrain surrounding the church is rich and beautiful, there is a stream that could have run through the sanctuary if they designed it that way. Just by thinking about it, that design faintly manifested. Later, in the foyer, an alarm sounds and there are gunshots: a shooter. We all bolt. I make it out a back door and into the neighbourhoods to the north. I can see someone in an easterbunny costume roaming around firing an automatic weapon.  Flee back to the church, down to a large basement complex are. Follow the tunnel that connects to some other mysterious location, like a hotel with dim lights, lots of people. Later, by the lake (St. Marks). In a prayer circle, thinking this is what really draws people to church, not the doctrine. Something about diving into a river of trash, which includes sci find trash and a spaceship, swept deep under the trash current, it is even more...

May 30

Dream: Dreamed a lot of things all night, more than I can write down. Dreamed I ate a radish. It did not taste how I expected. Family drama and sister pregnant. Went back to the Robinson's house for the first time. Dreamed I was at a toy/movie store with Isaac looking at Bionicles, first surprised that there are still some left after ten years, then I realize this is a dream. I try to explain it to him "think about it, where were you before this? How did you get here?" I walk around the store and admire the dream, thinking that when you are lucid, you can't easily walk to a different location without loosing lucidity or waking up. I decided to stay in the store in order to stay lucid longer. Then I unexpectedly break down crying and go into a child's pose. Saw the face of my sister's hybrid daughter?

May 29

Dreamed I was learning to play the piano and could already play it really good. Was an actor to and had been in pirates of the Caribbean but was critical of it, complaining that the film simply wasn't pretty enough. My neighborhood in central Norman. Summer, grasses and yuccas. A shooting outside a restaurant in winter. My mom is tired and I just wants to go home. I wonder where home is to her.

May 28

Sleep prep: none Dream: a sycamore tree that dropped maple propeller seeds. I ate them and found them very satisfying. Spread the rest, tossing them into a field so more would grow. Nap Dream: Something to do with a ceramic pot with a spatter of blue glaze on it, strangely I remember Bella was showing me this, though I don't remember seeing her specifically, but it's like after I woke up her presence was "added" to the memory. Not sure what I'm trying to say. At one point I was blinded, maybe astral projecting, I was thinking I was headed towards the Cairn. I was very happy about this. When I woke up I felt her presence very strongly, and it has stayed. I changed my mind and submitted a question to teatime after all. Other dream. I was exploring a hospital, and I was lucid. I stopped at a small bar in the hospital and hid behind it, as I was evading a doctor I supposedly worked for. I told the female bar tender that I was lucid dreaming and she offered me so...

May 24

Prep: none Dream: I woke up thinking that this night of dreaming had been interesting and successful, yet I only recall a few things. Inside the death star, an open sphere interior, the walls made of segments that are moving, lights of windows like skyscrapers, graffiti, collosal. Flying a star wars ship. The controls don't make any sense. Studio Ghibli themed lucky charms style cereal. Pink ooze. Eating breakfast with an attractive girl. Something about a nature park, they are rebuilding the bathrooms. Incidentally I actually succeed in using the bathroom, a feat I am usually thwarted in during dreaming. Nap dream; Gita was teaching a class at a church (like kind of looks like the gathering hall at St. Marks). It is basically a retreat over several days. There are cushions/mats laid out for her class. I'm surprised they are letting her use this space. I go to the back and look into the shady garden outside. There is an elevated bed with Indian paintbrush and native Okl...

May 23

Prep: brief attempt to sync with Aciathica, but fell asleep quickly. Dream: (nature1) Evacuation of an elf kingdom, because an orc army is coming. It in a sort pit like canyon, thousands fleeing up the slopes. I bar a door with a hammer, marveling at how much destruction they can cause for how stupid they are. I take a secret stair build into a tree but just leaves me at the top of the tree. Later, in a camp of survivors in the walking dead, someone comes from another camp to fight one of ours they have a grudge with. if we don't let him he will bring his whole camp to have a war with ours. Everyone gathers in a large basement auditorium and Rick gives a speech. I wonder if this is what the whole season will really be about and think this is why I stopped watching twd. Lastly, something involving the Oklahoma countryside, east of Norman. Can't remember, but this was the main segment of the dream. This is the first dream of a natural environment probably all week. Dream ...

May 21

Sleep prep: did some drawing but no meditation. Dream: Going up to one of the top floors of a huge sky scraper in Dallas , over a hundred stories, to a hotel room where an Indian man is staying. I think maybe my sister was staying there. Looking out of glass windows being afraid of heights. Crossing a glass bridge, very afraid. he has bought her a 498.00 $ Japanese maple, as a Christmas tree. It is in a pot, but can't grow in America, a heedless waste. Trying different kinds of meat go-gurt tubes; a trend in Asia. At a church, attending a service and noticing the architecture, thinking about uses for church buildings once people abandon religion. At an arcade, and find Bionicle toys for sale (reoccurring dream). I marvel at how I dreamed this so many times, but this time...this time it's real. Of course it isn't, as always.

May 20

Sleep prep: diamond light Dream: Work, storms, diamonds Driving through storms, a city Late for work, call in. Public art on overpass. Lupa sensing suicide. Up at 11 in strange house. Going crazy. Plants in fridge. Somewhere, plants with diamonds on them. Future Factory Obscura exhibition. Discuss plans to open FO school in 2037.

May 19

No prep, although I tried to sync with Aciathica, but fell asleep quickly. Dreamed but no memory. Roughly 4 hours sleep. Was online before going to bed which was a mistake.

May 18

Sleep prep: white light+Bella If I dreamed before this i don't remember. Last dream of night. Dreamed I slept passed the alarm and missed work. The room i wake up in is my room here, but when I get up, it's cedar lLan and my parents are both there. Once I get overomy dismay about missing work, I  go to the computer room and try to buy something on Amazon. There is a 2015 Lewa with feathered wings. Then I try to buy Advent Children, but it only brings up Advent calendars. Finally I find it, then I'm in the movie. Something about coral reefs and the Earth dying, then movie continues but it's outside the cedar Lane house. Dark orange skies, something about a torture rack.

May 17

Sleep process: cocreating environments with unseen entities or consciousness nodes.co creating the dream.  Fell asleep on couch first but got up in the night and went back to bed around 2:30 and did sleep prep. Dream: Held prisoner in church like building with pools of smooth marble filled with breathable liquid (perfluorocarbons). The other captives are submerged in the water unconscious, but I won't go in, I have to fend off the captor (Hap from The OA). Escape down a river (real water). Then find a slide hidden in rock, there are lights in the slide tunnel; this is a Lotr themed water park. Isaac rides the slide ahead of me. Slide ends in school building where more prisoners are held in a school classroom. A different captor tries to lure me in with granola bars. I think I got away but still snatched a granola bar. At a family gathering at my aunt's house in Lexington, OK. (It is clean, not rotting, and therefore like a different place). Erin is there and I introduce her...

May 16

No sleep prep Dreamed that I went back and lived in all the apartments I've ever lived in. Moved back into 1015 Lindsey with Lizzy, didn't think I'd ever be back there. (Maybe something about resolving timelines). New places being built in Norman, including a row of old fashioned main Street buildings, but with modern elements and a hallway connecting them through the center. Was in an old building playing pool with Littlefinger from got. He opens a secret passage in the room. Walked down the street from there to our old house where there is a partially built barn outside. I try to finish it. I put on an eye patch to balance my vision, so the left eye doesn't dominate.