May 21

Sleep prep: did some drawing but no meditation.
Dream:
Going up to one of the top floors of a huge sky scraper in Dallas , over a hundred stories, to a hotel room where an Indian man is staying. I think maybe my sister was staying there. Looking out of glass windows being afraid of heights. Crossing a glass bridge, very afraid. he has bought her a 498.00 $ Japanese maple, as a Christmas tree. It is in a pot, but can't grow in America, a heedless waste. Trying different kinds of meat go-gurt tubes; a trend in Asia. At a church, attending a service and noticing the architecture, thinking about uses for church buildings once people abandon religion. At an arcade, and find Bionicle toys for sale (reoccurring dream). I marvel at how I dreamed this so many times, but this time...this time it's real. Of course it isn't, as always.