June 14

A banquet at factory Obscura where everyone was served free cake and pie. Sit next to Amber and a stranger.
Pushing a blind man and a baby together in a stroller. I am frantic trying to find them, especially the baby. Taylor Tyree is helping me look through the crowds. It is a gathering of the spiritual community, they are planning to ask to bring new teachings and practices into the world, a new phase.
Walk through a door and find shoes with some things in them. I am certain this is a clue left for me about what happened to the baby and the blind man. One shoe is full of pink make up and candy. At this point a preteen age girl approaches me and tells me she was the baby, and that I stopped carrying her and the blind man when I committed suicide by walking off a cliff. I tell her that must have been an alternate timeline, and that I must have skipped ahead in time for her to be suddenly grown up. Whatever happened, she hugs me and I felt probably the most unconditional love I've ever felt.
Later, go to a church/ library where free breakfast is being served, but I just miss it. Think about how I would like to learn to cook. Walk down the hallways of this place until it transitions into my house. Looking out the window of my house, see multiple suns rising, thinking about alternate Earths, feeling that I am finally ready to leave the world of suffering as there is nothing still relevant for me here. The song  Thank U Next plays in the background, referencing the end of my relationship to my current life circumstances.